blessings and safe journeys to River on his flights to Idaho from Humboldt. I really wanted to hold back the tears for his sake, he keeps saying, "Mom it's only 5 weeks!" but I will miss him so much. The positive side is he will be fed, clothed, put to gardening work earning money for the video game he wants, and being spoiled by grandparents. The universe and I need to manifest a place for us to live when he returns, as I gypsy style it while he's away....

my only son is leaving me for 5 weeks for his summer grandparent visit. I will miss him most this year, every year it gets harder to let him go. Being a single parent the entire 13 years, at first a break was welcomed. Now, I just want my cool-ass kid with me! I will be so sad when he leaves, I won't even mind being homeless at the same time. It is nice weather here and I will be sleeping on the beaches, reconnecting with nature and healing. I have been stuck in this stupid city of Eureka for too long and can't wait to take up somewhere else. We will miss my ex's cats' Boris and Natasha, but we are ready to get out of this way-under code "home" that should be condemned.

Alpha Dog

not so sure why i can not make these pictures all pretty and lined up like i could on Myspace... Ravens and crows are my power animals

made for me by regina the watchword for my old Myspace site "Toriphiles *on the bomb*

HUG ME 4 times a day minimum for basic health say an old professor of mine, "the Hug Doctor" wait for the wink.... this just means i am a huge fan of Tori Amos my heroine Nellie Oleson taught me how to be the best BITCH EVER made for me by Megan Regina Peel Regina Spektor dogma rules Alice in Chains, one of my favorite all-times bands, RIP LAYNE STALEY from deviant ART.com

can't buy me love?! if you are too far away from my to give me a physical hug, then a physical and practical item is always welcome. here is a website i would benefit greatly from having a gift certificate from... http://www.sockdreams.com gift cards can be emailed to: heather.raven@gmail.com

I love Edward Norton and this movie is exceptional!

Tori Amos black and white photos Cameron Diaz seems genuinely fun Drew Barrymore Heather Graham

and i spent a lot of time making them, so i am filling my blog little by little with my fun creations. thanks to slide.com

Alliyah


Darcy from smashing pumpkins

Christina Aguilera

Alanis

This is for my Dad who has been a big help lately in my struggles with divorce, job loss, and financial ruin. THANK YOU DAD!

i can't stand how much i love this woman. other than my son and my boyfriend, a carry the highest regard and adoration for for her..... here are some pictures from my friends I was lucky enough to have met on Myspace due to our common LOVE of TORI